The time we had in bed was most beautiful.
It was not just because we were in the act of it.
It was the way you concentrated fully on me. The only time you ever put your whole focus on me. Or least in the act with me.
I could feel your full presence. The only moment, and the most precious moment we had together. I had the whole you with me. And that was most beautiful.
I wish we had more of it. But, still, those moments were truly sensational. Maybe it was just me who felt so much about everything, and you did not even care about it. But, still, they were splendid. For that I must thank you. And I certainly hope you enjoyed them too. Or at least felt something. Something that slightly touched your heart, which is so capable of ….
And I hope you are happy. Go for it, you need it. Find someone else to be happy with, and to …. (I might not be the one whom you thought worth your while to …. but surely there would be someone you could find to do so)
I would recommend you read a book by Osho, called “Intimacy: Trusting Oneself and the Other”. Truly beautiful and insightful book. What a human being Osho was. How intelligent and funny at the same time.
I do still remember…
Self Wonder 